Scary stuff...well, that´s totally unique, at least to me. Perhaps I could hear a little Faust (German band) or some Peter Gabriel in there? I give it 10 out of 10 because it´s so different and personal. The important thing is if you feel that you got the message out the way you wanted?
Have you tried to send your music to record companies (or whatever you do these days to promote yourself..)? An independent label perhaps? You could also try to make an aspiring film student interested in making a documentary on you!
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